Reflections

Gee, it’s been a busy several weeks! Usual stuff of yard work and housekeeping plus AirBnB.

My AirBnB listing has generated guests every week for the past month. In some respects, it has been easy as I now can get the bedroom and bathroom ready in about 30 minutes for the next guest. In some respects, it has been hard as I get very little down time to myself. I need to learn how to regain my balance on the open days each week to sustain me rather than let them go by willy nilly.

I’ve been thinking a bit about this blog. I think my purpose in starting it 2 years ago has changed. Back then I was looking for a way to process some of my thoughts and feelings after Ed died. And blogging did help with that. It gave me an avenue of expression and helped me focus on what I needed to do when my world had tilted so severely that I feared falling off.

Now I am not in such need of listing things I want to do or accomplish. Nor am I in as much need of thinking through my hopes, dreams and feelings. (Oh, I will still need to do that as time goes along…just not as needy.)

So what do I do with my blog? What is its focus in my life now?

I have always liked writing out my thoughts. How can that serve my life now? Is there any purpose for this other than my own thinking?

Hmmm.